teng salazmi.

i love you.

2010-10-07T01:24:00.000-07:00

random post.

fahmi,
you're once in a lifetime.

i love you.

2010-10-07T01:18:00.000-07:00

keep talking shit, you're making me famous :)

don't start stuff if you can't finish.

enjoy time, there's plenty of time to be dead.

2010-10-07T01:08:00.000-07:00

there's nothing else i can do :(

2010-10-01T22:57:00.000-07:00

This life is what you make it. Not matter what, you're going to mess up sometimes, it's a universal truth. But the good part is you get to decide how you're going to mess it up. Girls will be your friends - they'll act like it anyway. But just remember, some come, somg go. The ones that stay with you through everything - they're your true best friends. Don't let go of them. Also remember, sisters make the best friends in the world. As for lovers, well, they'll come and go too. And babve, I hate to say it, most of them - actually pretty much all of them are going to break your heart, but you can't give up becuase if you give up, you'll never find your soul mate. You'll never find that half who makes you whole and that goes for everything. Just because you fail once, doesn't mean you're gonna fail at everything. Keep trying, hold on, and always, always, always believe in yourself, because if you don't, then who will, sweetie? So keep your head high, keep your chin up, and most importantly, keep smiling, because life's a beautiful thing and there's so much to smile about.

happy raya :)

2010-09-30T07:05:00.000-07:00

raya at SMJA was awsome, well kinda o.o even though the catering was last minute cancelled.
but yeah. 5E can still survive. come on~ :P talking about today, me & my boyfriend was just thaaaakaay. kinda funny though, when he said that i'm ..... bla. bla. bla :P apakan. hahaha. but still " fahmi masih jua sayang fatin kan? kan? :) " hahahahaha. funny, tadi me & my boyfriend lawaan minum pepsi, mirinda orange & apple. IT WASSSSS YAAAAAAAAAAAAK o.o
as usual, aku ani andang selalu kalah. macam apa. loser? awuuuu, biarkan tia :P hahaha.

fahmi fatin ..

2010-09-29T02:53:00.000-07:00

Sayang..
i love you wa ee ..
i miss you wa ee ..
Fahmi wa sayang fatin ..

pastimes.

2010-09-16T07:30:00.000-07:00

 i don't know why i remembered all those memories. 
you're just my pastimes.

i really have thrown away those memories..

fahmi, don't you worry. my feelings for you will never changed. 
i really love you & i am so sorry about tonight. when you mentioned about that ' thang ' .. i keep on remember about him :( which is i don't know why. but yeah, trust me love.
you're the one. 

i love you fahmi.

my sibs :)

2010-09-16T07:27:00.001-07:00

my real sibs :)
love you guys.

fares salazmi.
fatin salazmi.
syazwani salazmi.
salni salazmi.
yasmin salazmi.
adam salazmi.

i miss you.

2010-09-15T11:15:00.000-07:00

I miss my dad :(

tak mungkin ku melepasmu.

2010-09-15T10:48:00.000-07:00

andaikan saja ada keteguhan hati
tuk berjalan demi cinta ini
biarkan ku menanti semua janji kita
sampai batas waktu mengakhiri

dan tak mungkin bila ku melepasmu
sungguh hati tak mampu mengertilah cintaku dan tak mungkin

semestinya tak ada yang memisahkan cinta ini
karna hanya dirimu satu cintaku

dan tak mungkin bila ku melepasmu
sungguh hati tak mampu mengertilah cintaku
percayalah cintaku, apa mungkin..

fatin sayang fahmi.

butterfly flies away :)

2010-09-15T10:28:00.000-07:00

i love my girls.

hahahahahah. sayang, will you love me if i do look like this? *pouts*

fahmi :)

2010-09-13T22:24:00.001-07:00

i really had fun with you, fahmi :)

selamat hari raya.

2010-09-10T07:10:00.000-07:00

it's been a long time people.

HAPPY EID MUBARAK TO ALL THE MUSLIMS :)

2010-05-27T23:32:00.000-07:00

I AM OFFICIALLY SEVENTEEN YAOLD BABY :D

2010-05-17T04:43:00.000-07:00

as a matter of fact is everybody seems to be busy with their own life,
i want to go but i just don't know where to turn to.

i just don't understand with this whole situation.

really-stressed-me-off.

2010-05-15T03:30:00.000-07:00

2010-05-15T02:49:00.000-07:00

these photos was taken by me :)

i got your sexy back yeeeeeeeeeehhhhhhhh :p

NICE GAME, LOVE :D

ove you aweeesh. (poklen) hahahahaha.
i'm so proud of you sayang, eeeeyaaaaaa :p

imma bored right now. i want to go to gadong later to watch freezle's performance so baaaad. who wants to come with me? (sounds desperate) :P c nuu inda jadi cause her mum didn't let she go, the other busy, my cousin didn't reply my message, my boyfriend ofcourse tired ni after the football match tadi. so i might be going there alone.. enjoy tah saja seorang ni.

2010-05-14T07:37:00.000-07:00

im having my f&n test tommorow, but i havent revised any :S entah, i don't feel like studying. nada mood. karang saja subuh revise, hopefully.

oh yeah. this is a random post!

2010-05-14T01:21:00.000-07:00

yeah, there's upside down in a relationship love..
its a normal thing :)

i really love you, love ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

2010-05-14T00:59:00.000-07:00

i'm trying to be friend with you, but yeah, i'm sorry. i can't :S i just don't know why, precisely maybe because i'm so choosy in pickin friends.
~~you're a friend of my boyfriend,~~ don't be such an arrogant yaite? and stop humilating me :) i'm noo- such- an- itchy- girl that wants to be famous just by being- friends- with- guys.
I AM ME, AND I'VE THE RIGHT TO CHOOSE WHO CAN BE MY FRIENDS. (im-noo-friendly) jangan tah kau kambang di sanaa atuuu :8) its not that i hate you or what so ever, its just i don't like the way you're :) seeking attention, i must say. " ucap orang lain poklen, diri atu poklen jua :p " opppps. sorry, i mean all of your photos. poklen ah. and your atu last name. anak orang putih kan? banar dih? hahahaha. rasanya anak melayu anak brunei nosah tah kan be last name orang putih :8) bila nama bapa saman, saman jua kakal tuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu :p hahaha.

told you earlier not to mess with me :)
STOP UNDERSTIMATED ME.

i never rude to people, i've manners and my parents teach me to be a good person since i was a kid.
i seldom mad, and i really hate fightin. but since you started it, and okay lets i ended all of this.
i hate it when people judge me in thaaaat- way- " i respect you as a human and you respect me as a human too. i have feelings, dear. " yowdig?

eventho, i'm a daughter of a teacher doesn't mean you can humilate me owwkaaay? remember that IM JUST A NORMAL PERSON LIKE YOU GUYS :]

cuba tah ahh, apa apa ani bawa besabar? ani marah tarus tarus tapi arah tempat ia marah ani tempat orang yang nada salah? NADA TAH KAU MALU TUUUUU? lapas atu minta maaaf? APAKAN. diam saja ah kalau terasa :O

gila, this week really stressed- me- off! i really need some refreshment, picnic would be okaaay :P

2010-05-13T08:17:00.000-07:00

i want you to be my boyfriend!

cubatah boyfriend ku macam ani :S

2010-05-13T07:49:00.000-07:00

sorry guys for the late upload :p

as you guys know, i've deactived my facebook since forever! hahaha.

gilaaa juaaa aaaah.

i had fun with you guys hari atuuuuuuuuu! :D

2010-05-13T07:12:00.000-07:00

TREAT YOUR GIRL RIGHT, OR ELSE ANOTHER MAN WILL!

i'm so pissed off.

2010-05-11T07:37:00.001-07:00

is two time forgiving you is not enough? it is good if you bringing up my name if all of that are true, but the fact is inda banar kan? you're saying that i'm a drama girl but see.. who's the drama girl now? am i not being too generous for you? hmmm. i really need time to think over all about this, is not easy because i don't have an angel name on my head. i'm a normal person, think again my friend i've a tiny little heart :)

after all i did for you, but this is what i get. i never mad when you cheated on my work, i taught you about maths and some subs since you told me that you didnt understand. i thought that you're my friend that never would break my heart but i guess i was wrong. yeah. you're right " we NEVER EVER be friends again. " i'll remember that in my whole life. :) im sayin that. you're such a fake. (no offence) you said to me that " you're not good at fighting but see? who started it? " lameo? i knowwwwww right :8)

2010-05-10T03:45:00.001-07:00

gaaaaah! such a tiring day :S
AND YEAH. like i said before. im seriously bored with this life sistah.

I really wanna slap this biggy nose girl, kurang ajar wah this girl. i would say. im not even lookin at her and she said that " I AM A GAY? " whaaaat! pergi lah you!
IM NOT GAY, OKAY?! im normal and the fact is im having a relationship with A GUY :D (its a true confession!)

another story..
- I'll be having my second term tests this 13th until 20th! so yeah. wish me luck! :D :D :D not to forget, on the 20th May. its my 1 year 4 months anniversary with fahmi :) and yeah, 27th May. I'll be a sweet seventeen girl living on this jet plane :P hahahahahaha.

2010-04-14T03:17:00.000-07:00

i hate today.

2010-04-08T06:17:00.000-07:00

hiiiiiiiiiii!

story of the day ..

my time well spent with fahmi, we watched the football match together :) ♥

too bad, i was a bit disspointed about the basketball match. we lose, we got 15 points while UBD got 67. anyway, yeaaaah congrats to the UBD players. i wanna play more tadi but then, entah eh. i wasnt in a mood. i'm so sorry, girls.

okay, forget about that. good thing is i got number 6 in my first term tests :) fahmi why are you such a loser? :P lalalalaalala. (denda ni denda) hahahaha. no matter who you're, you're loser or you're lameo or whaaaat.

i still love you boyfriend ♥

hey people, please don't get me like that? i'm not that type of girl maamaaaaah!

i love my boyfriend.

2010-04-06T05:20:00.000-07:00

I want to be your favourite Hello and your hardest Goodbye (:

i'm not jealous :D

2010-04-06T04:59:00.000-07:00

its been awhile people, i havent update any :)

since i'm very busy with my life, school and stuffs!

so yeeeeeeaaaaah..

i'm so inlove with this quote :D :D

" I was a little upset when I saw you with her but then i laughed because she's ugly :P " *no heart feelings!

not in a mood

2010-01-15T06:59:00.000-08:00

i'm so not in a mood right now.

heavenly days.

2009-12-28T15:01:00.000-08:00

i turn off the time to wake up before the alarm clock ressounds
i don't know why but I can already remember you
i wonder if, before I know it, I'll forget
even the miracle of being able to meet you for one hundred minutes
will I end up forgetting even that I've forgotten?

heavenly days, in the room in the pocket of my heart
i look for your vanished warmth
even if there's no way to feel you ever again
i'm locking up those days that are still a bit warm
tired of walking, I sat down and was at a loss, if you were with me
we could have talked about something like our unbearable dream's fate
i couldn't say it by the ticket barrier, I wanted to say
that I feel Thank you are maybe words much sadder than goodbye
heavenly days, I wonder if I could smile properly
at the scene of our last kiss, I couldn't even
grasp your shivering hands, not even my tears fell,
now that it's too late, they overflow when I'm alone

even if I stretch out my hands, you're not here anymore
i'll walk on under a new light and yes, i found a new light..

welcomeback to school :D

2009-12-28T14:44:00.000-08:00

five more days left :)

next year, it will be a tough year for me cause
i'll sit for my o'level exams. :S

the best thang is yet to come baby.

facebook deleted.

2009-12-27T16:19:00.001-08:00

as you all can see, me and my boyfriend 've deleted our facebook account. why? because we need our own privacy since facebook was being tahwehtkceh nowdays. (nada lagi dapat private facebook ani) =.= gaaah.

morning, fella :) im so bored. i went to hospital sengkurung just now but then ramai orang ah, nada ku jadi :S

oh baby! im craving for honey garlic pizza. please, please.

:D

2009-12-27T08:17:00.000-08:00

last friday's night, around 7 ish i went to fahmi's house. (rindu banar) becerita saja di arah swing swing:p haha. *i had a fun chit chating since lama sudah nada jumpa hahahah. then i went home around 8.45 pm.

hii sayang! :8)

3 DAYS LEFT TO SAY GOODBYE 2009! AND HELLO 2010! :D

jealous and possesive.

2009-12-23T19:52:00.000-08:00

I am extremely jealous whenever my boyfriend talks to other girls that i don't know or even some that i do know, and like. i am also constantly worrying that i am not attractive enough for him or at least not anymore. i have gained a lot of weight since we first knew each other but everytime i bring up that i have gained weight, he denies this. he tells me that i am beautiful all over and quite often. (but i get so jealous because i know it is impossible even when you're dating to not find other people attractive like strangers. but that is not the case for me, i hardly find other people attractive at all, all my attention is focused on him, he is the only person i find attractive.) but i am still worried that if he goes away to another college after o'level exams, he will find someone else or be unfaithful to me. i do know that he loves me very much and that he has been in love with me for a very long time maybe even all over again when we got back together five months ago.

the thing is, why i am so jealous and very possesive? =.='
seriously i've been asking to myself like all over again and yet still i dont know why.

happy birthday sayaaaaaaaang :D

2009-12-23T08:38:00.000-08:00

i dont mind though dating with an old guy HAHAHAH :P

happy eighteeeeenth birthday sayang! :)

there's nothing that i could give you on your special day sayang except for these three things ; love, loveee and loveeeeeeeee.

i love you so much, i bet i am the only girl who loves you this much and i am sorry for the suprise call that i just did.

well actually i'm not mad at you sayang even abit :) HEHEHEHEHEHE.

why would i mad on your special day? come onnnnnnnnnnnnnn! :P

ps/ syg, dont laugh. i know my voice sucks tadi :S HAHAHA.

i love you more and more each day sayang, being with you makes me feel like for once in my life i don't have to work so hard on being happy, well hmmmmmmmmm.. it just happens. :)

happy eleventh!

2009-12-20T02:03:00.000-08:00

happy eleventh monthsary sayaaaaaaaaaaaang :D

fahmi, i love you.

will always love you.

prisonera :p

2009-12-12T23:52:00.000-08:00

staying at home is like living in a jail.
my air -con was being zaghdfrth. GAY! (you make me so hot talur!)

gaaaahhhhhhh!
i am so boreeeeeeed!

*scream my lungs out.

stay away from my boyfriend.

2009-12-12T23:42:00.000-08:00

we took this picture time hujan (a) basah. basah. basah.

i miss my boyfriend.

i miss my boyfriend.
i miss my boyfriend.

i miss my boyfriend.

its like every posts on my blog was all about my boyfriend? hahahahahah.
who cares? :p

lol. lol. lol.

yeah, 2 days left to go to kk!
i cant wait. i wanna buy couple t-shirt there since my boyfriend's sister have it and she told me that she bought it from kk.

my eleventh monthsary with fahmi, :) on the 20th december. yea!

my boyfriend's birthday is comin. (24th dec)
i cant wait to see him blow the 17 candles. wait +1 = 18 candles :p hahahahah.

my boyfriend is getting older, see ada white hair suda.
(joke sayang) hahahahahahahahaha (6)

hello sayang! :8)

goodbye nuuu :D

2009-12-11T21:28:00.000-08:00

i wanna say good bye to this girl.

she's going to singapore on the 19th, and will be there for about two months or might be three months.

fatin is going to spend her own life alone, kasian ia. hahahah.

nada sama nya jogging lagi, makan maggi masam sama sama lagi inda kau kasian nuu? ): hahahah.

daaaaaaang i'll be missing you. like p.diddy old song :p

have a safe journey larve!

fahmi!

2009-12-09T02:17:00.000-08:00

im so thankful that you sang to me, it so great that i melted ♥
i love you.

thanks for today, sayang :)

happy holiday, love:)

2009-11-26T00:28:00.000-08:00

happy holiday, love!

congrats for the award you've received :) i am so proud of you sayang!
i love you xx

i' ll be missing you, sayang :(

2009-11-23T03:09:00.000-08:00

Having a good boyfriend is like having a good bra, its all about support! :p

unbelieveable.

2009-11-23T02:30:00.001-08:00

i am so not in a mood right now baby.
listening to craig david's song - unbelieveable.

Always said I would know where to find love
Always thought I'd be ready and strong enough
But sometimes I just felt I could give up
But you came and you changed my whole world now
I'm somewhere I've never been before
Now I see
What love means

It's so unbelievable
And I don't wanna let it go
Its something so beautiful
Flowin down like a waterfall
I feel like you've always been
Forever a part of me
And it's so unbelievable
To finally be in love
Somewhere I never thought I'd be

In my heart in my head it's so clear now
hold my hand you've got nothin' to fear now
I was lost and you've rescued me somehow
I'm alive I'm in love you complete me
And I've never been here before
Now I see
What love means

When I think of what I have
And this chance I nearly lost
I can't help but break down and cry
oooh yeah break down and cry

Now I see
What love means..

2009-11-21T17:22:00.000-08:00

hey fahmi!

why are you so obsessed with me? :8)

2009-11-21T05:00:00.000-08:00

so anyway i went gadong with zatul and kj. prior that, went to my boyfriend's house at beribi. luckily, he was at home with his family. i had fun with his family seriously, they were really kind and they even treat me well mygawwd. xx im so jealous ): wish i could have family macam atu. sigh.

at gadong, i met jim, farr, faiq, wan, aqilah', quini, farid, daus, lia and yeah baaaanyaaak :) zatul applied kerja at eileen boutique, if im not mistaken while me arah charles and keith. i hope that i can get that job! had a lunch at McD :D xx around 6, balik from gadong then jalan lagi ke beribi liat fahmi main bula (a) hahaha. siuuuuuuk.

fahmi tryna' sikut but inda menjadi pasal im too berat! HAHAHA. buuuuuu! fahmi inda kuat :p

precisely around 7, jalan lagi ke jerudong. kj met her boyfriend, arif. finally home, around 8! abang waie, thanksfor fetch me up and send me b home :) im off, till then!

doesn't he look so cute? :P

i took this picture time dirumah fahmi. hahaha (6)

2009-11-19T21:18:00.000-08:00

Lemme summarize the readings inside my head, the voices playing inside my head.
The dream I dreamnt.
& ''All the wonderful things that captured all the wonderful dreams i wished i have fulfilled ''.
Feeling like waking up while im asleep, But my eyes are so heavy to see the world clearly.
Feeling like falling, But I was'nt Ready to see you leave.
Feeling like Talking, But it turns into screaming.

& ''Had A Feeling of Loving, But My ability Falls on,
I could only love you''
''Maybe It's not a weakness at all, Cause You made me stronger than im made to be''.
so baby, let us both say.
'' Its no coincidence,its meant to be ''

2009-11-19T20:52:00.000-08:00

We meet again, Dear Friday.
First & Foremost i would like to say.
HAPPY 10 MONTHSARY, sayang (:
Those whispers i whispered to you, playing inside my head as i said it louder,
i made my self clear, to how much you mean to me.
Those words i spoke to you, made my self eager to say it more & more louder and clearer each day.
Those raindrops, that falls right on our shoulders, made me feel like i own the world.
with you by my side made me wiser, you make me proud of everything i do.
This is not a love song or a love note, rather than a little voice whispering in my ears.
Its always been you & me, and 10 months come here we are.
I aint going anywhere far, not without you by my side.
you make me smile & laugh, you make me proud of everything i have & do.
and you make me feel like, ''There's no other, But Me "

'' The first glance took my breath away'' (L)
"My otherhalf, one & only, Fahmi Azwan " (L)

a breathakingly mesmerizing moments with you.

2009-11-19T03:31:00.000-08:00

To let you walk away & Leave me would be such a hard thing to do cause, you'd be stuck in my head like a melody,Like a precious diamond ring or '' A stunning Prada shoes '' to be thrown away, Cause, It's me and you from start to the end, Tho thing keeps getting in the way, They see us together, i'll say there's no one better, tho the fact that you looked like '' picking your nose when actually your pointing at it ''

or the fact that you looked like ''shaving your eyebrows when you're actually trying to cover your face''
or the fact that, we have been rumoured around by this picture looking like unsensible things have been done when we're actually whispering.

tho all the stated facts are so funny, but at the end its only you and me, From start to the end. You're more precious than a million dollar diamond ring, more brighter than the golden diamond blings, those precious jokes that are funnier than all the box offices comedies,

its only gonna be me and you, so baby lets live free, go crazy with me, cause in the end, you'll always be my superman.

2009-11-13T00:03:00.000-08:00

love me for a reason,
let the reason be love.

FAHMI AZWAN, I LOVE YOU :)

lalaaa's birthday partyyy :)

2009-11-05T08:54:00.000-08:00

happy 5th birthday to my cute little sister, lalaaa :p

he's my man!

2009-10-27T02:07:00.000-07:00

today i am still laughing, smiling, and enjoying all the laughters. im so happy with this guy who loves me so much but am i going to laugh like this again? is the guy who i am loving now will love me forever like how i want it to be? all of that sounds impossible, there's no such thing as everlasting love that will accompany me again rather than miseries, sadness, and memories. how i wish we could stay like this forever, cause i cant afford to lose you. if we were meant to be then let it be, cause this is how i want it to be.

happy birthday yayan.

2009-10-26T06:04:00.000-07:00

28th october 2009.

sengaja aku post awaaaaaaal :P hahahaha.

happy advanced birthday to my cutest little cousin, anak damit yang gauk ani :P hahaha.

mohammad ryan haziq bin noorshisham.

i hate today.

2009-10-21T02:00:00.000-07:00

this time i know im being reasonable in being JEALOUS because i love my guy and i care so much about him and his feelings but why is everyone trying to get involve in this whole situation when it doesnt even relates to them?

blueberry & chocolate.

2009-10-20T03:11:00.000-07:00

aren't blueberry and chocolate were a perfect couple? :)

today was so so- greeaaat! me and my boyfriend celebrated our 9th monthsary. it was so fun, eventhough kami dua saja :8) thanks to zatul for being my photographer :P HAHAHAHA. and, nice drama babe.
HAPPY 9TH MONTHSARY SAYANG, I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU ♥♥♥♥

have you ever been kissed hahahaha 8)

2009-10-13T23:39:00.000-07:00

have you ever been kissed?

or.

have you ever been slapped?

hahaha. i wanna slap your face to make you realise that youre not pretty, and so do i :) why are you always disturbing other people's life? are you jealous of us?

one thing yea need to know emmmm. get a life a******! yea digg?

i love you yesterday, today, tommorow and future.

2009-10-08T17:28:00.000-07:00

the hardest thing to let it go in my life is fahmi. and theres nothing could make me more happier than seeing us together.

sayang, theres no point for me to leave you. you're everything to me. i wont falled to another guy, and thats my promise. all we've to do is study sayang. sayang, we'll be together, always and forever. insyallah, if god wills? then let it be. ILY :8)

EXAMS ALERT!

i know you want me baby :P

2009-10-07T03:56:00.000-07:00

i took a quiz about " how long will your relationship last? " di facebook just now since i was bored just the way tooooo much :8) hahaha. what makes me happy the most is, it says that " your relationship is going to last forever! well, maybe. your partner is ultra devoted to you, and while it feels great to be adored, it's also important that your relationship is balanced and you're both putting forth equal effort. Remember : it's all about compromise. "

AMIN! who knows terjadi? hahahaha. if god wills? :)

whats up with today nigga :8)

2009-10-06T23:39:00.000-07:00

today was such a very very jubur day? haha. hell yes. apaaan. thanks to my boyfriend who always be there for me :) he's the only person who makes me feel this way. i love you sayang, always and forever. you know that right sayang.

mygawwwwwwwwd! i'vent revise at all. pemalas. hahaha :8) i'll be having end of year exams on the 22nd october. so maybe, i'll be away people!

people, whos under 18years old. BEWARE OF SEX (Y)

married by accident movie.

2009-10-05T03:53:00.000-07:00

i lavv this movie, to all teens who's inlove rightnow you guys better watch this movie (Y) hahaha. sebagai peringatan :D apaaaan? but yeah, seriously. this movie is sort ofromantic, sweet young teenages punya love story pulang but haha. yeerrrknooow. liatlah this movie!
raskaaal (marcel darwin) cute! :D haha.

meeting up with alots of people today.

2009-10-04T07:54:00.000-07:00

i had fun today, i met c beng :P which was accidentally di rumah my cousin :8) hahahhaha.

around 7-ish pm, went to aunty dina's house.

and yea, justnow i met bulat, abang fares and kaka anna. and not to forget, my dearest niece ummi :) hehe.
apakan. im so tired thats it for todaaaay.

tommorow, sekolaaaaaaaah! (boring) ssssssssss.

goodnight!

i wanna be with you forever ♥

2009-10-03T06:23:00.000-07:00

i dont feel right tonight. my eyes hurt, and my tears keep on falling.

' adakah cinta yang kita miliki sekarang akan kita miliki dalam masa tiga tahun kemudian? '

' adakah orang yang kita cintai sekarang akan mencintai kita dalam masa tiga tahun kemudian? '

' adakah orang yang sentiasa membuat kita bahagia akan menjadi milik kita untuk selamanya? '

i dont wanna lose the guy that i've now ):

ben joshua is so so hawwwwwt baby!

2009-10-02T04:30:00.000-07:00

i love you full :P
ben joshua.

nobody but you :8) haha. ♥

2009-10-01T01:33:00.000-07:00

i had fun today :D
fahmi, i love you!

you was born to make me happy, dont you think?

2009-09-29T22:26:00.000-07:00

today was extremely FUN! boyfriend ku annoying :P kejutkan orang saja, hahahahaha. i lav you sayang!

ketawa saja eh hari ini sama jiim & zatul! sayang kamu. :D

ada orang jealous, mygod! she has a boyfriend why would she? APAAAN. haha. whatever, like i care.

im off! :D

happy eid mubarak!

2009-09-26T08:16:00.000-07:00

i had fun today! hell much (; i went beraya with my boyfriend, my bestfriends and their guys. firstly, i went to my boyfriend's house and met my mother in law for the third/fourth time? she's so sweet and lovely as usual. while waiting my boyfriend beusai, me and my mother I-L had a very funny chit chatting. we talked about fahmi which was i hardly couldnt stop laughing. but seriously, it was FUUUN! hahahahaha. (secret ah aunty, jangan beritau fahmi :P) then, next destination was keng's house. kami ambushed rumahnya, HAHAHA. and keng! kucing mu banyak :8D cute but too bad, i afraid of kucing. fetch cakoi up at rimba then. we went to rimba jua, kawan zerah (: after sana, arah M! we stayed at her house like half an hour or maybe more than that? tapi SIUK! fahmi ngalih and sampat tidur tadi :p *cute sayang tidur, hehehehe. lastly, went to haady mahari's house (: then, enough said? hahahahahaha.

will you still love me tommorow babe?

2009-09-24T01:19:00.000-07:00

FAHMI, youre mine completely.

happy birthday, peekaaah.

2009-09-20T09:45:00.000-07:00

happy 6th birthday to my sister yang super - super kambang HAHAHAHAH.fatin afiqah :D

kaka sayang kau eventho' kau kambang ani. hahahah. like hell much.

peace, NO WAR!

2009-09-19T23:23:00.000-07:00

i slept at nuu's house yesterday which was on saturday. apakan. i got nothing to post rightnow, so yeah PEACE! hahah.

happy 8th monthsary ♥♥♥

2009-09-19T10:21:00.001-07:00

HAPPY 8TH MONTHSARY SAYANG! ♥♥♥

waktu berlalu begitu cepat sayang, begitu banyak kenangan tentang kita berdua. terlalu manis untuk dikenang tetapi sayang untuk dibuang. hari ini merupakan hari yang penuh bermakna untuk kita sayang.. 20 september 2009 kita melangkah ke muka surat yang baru dan tidak mungkin bertahan di muka surat yang lama.

Mohammad Fahmi Azwan Bin Mohammad Amit, i love you yesterday, today, tomorrow and future sayang.

swwweeet like a candy?

2009-09-16T19:19:00.000-07:00

for sweet couple, i think you must read this. hahah. i found this is funny :P hahahah. HAVE FUN!

1. king & queen control
semua tah tu kan di control nya :P

2. ice king & queen as in (ego)
kelaie bukantah kan mengaku atu salahnya walaupun ternyata ia salah.

3. no chemistry (inda sefahaman)
seorang mau ice cream, seorang mau chocolate. apakan. LOL.

4. no freedom
semua inda boleh! terpaksa tapuk tapuk, sabar saja.

5. partner gauk gauk, ketawa ketawa sekalinya kana signal. kana cakapi " bisai bisah dih ulah ah! " (atuuuuuu paadaaaas) :P

6. permission
mesti tanya, macam tah nada terdapat parents? hahahah.

7. masalah kecil jadi masalah besar
example , durang kelaie pasal bekantut wah sampai esuk esuk ani wah nada betagur. minta pujuk kalinyaaa :P

8. jealous
penjealous MATI =.= senyum arah kawan pun inda boleh, kan di intai tarus. (ubeeer tia nah)

9. run out of credit
time habis credit kana marah, ada tia yang cakap " sekajap jua habis credit ah? bemsg sama orang lain kah? " hahah.

10. mengusut kan mati
barang kecil pun kan dikusutkan example : cicak hinggap arah baju nya pun menangis? sadang kau ani! :P

11. sweet talker
cakap together forever lah, janji itu ini tapi karang sudah kawin " mati tah kau eh :P "

12. kelaie
kalau kelaie nada teriak teriak inda sah! hahah. awal awal hubeh, huneh sekali kelaie be aku, kau tarus eh. hahah. astagahfirullahalazhim.

13. more than one
hahahah. inda cukup satu, mesti jua ada spare - part tu. PALUUUI KALI!

14. sarcastic
example :
bf - mana saja you tadi kan?!
gf - me kejamban tadi sekajap.
bf - huh! jangantah menipu ani. padahal bejumpa lelaki lain tu nya! mengaku tah saja.

15. mobile 24hours ditangan karang kana marah kalau lambat reply msg / mc. wajib dan mesti tetap waktu kalinyaaa :P

16. tukar tukar line, tukar tukar mobile, swap email. rasawah kan mencheck siapa dengan gf / bf becontact :P

17. LOVE = CURANG
(iatah gila babi ni namanya) baru teliat bini bini lawa, keluar tia air liurnya. sawan babi tah banar. hahahah.

18. the lamest reasons untuk putus
- need time for privacy.
- need space. (kan belajar kalinya?) TAIEEE.
terus terang saja wah, nada ku sayang kau lagi. ada lagi bini bini lawa beguna aku. hahahah.

19. baru 2 - 3 months together boring tia sudah. mau lagi yang baru tu, BAIEEE. macam iklan di prabola " MAJU TERUUUUUUUUS! "

20. kalau di tanya " lawa kah me ani sayang? " bf jawab " awu. lawa eh kalah jua angelina jolie. siapa cakap nada lawa ah? " tapi dalam hati.. (MATI! MIHIR. bakal saja nada baldi untuk muntah) iatah jua ni macam iklan mee sedap " soal kata lidah bisa bohong " :P

HAHAHAHAH. take it as a joke people :P peace.

you're the one.

2009-09-14T00:32:00.000-07:00

this is for you, sayang.

kau adalah seorang lelaki yang aku cintai
kau membuat hari - hari ku selalu indah..
aku sangat mencintai dirimu,
aku sangat menyayangi dirimu,
hanyalah dirimu, hanyalah dirimu..

oh Fahmi, percayalah aku
aku sangat mencintai diri mu..
aku berjanji hanya kau yang aku cintai..
dan aku tidak akan meninggalkan mu, walau sedetik pun
kerna kau adalah malaikat hidupku..

aku hampir melupakanmu dan berpaling pada yang lain
tetapi hatiku sentiasa meningat akan diri mu..
aku tak tahu harus bagaimana..
aku seperti tiada bernyawa..
kerana dirimu, kerana dirimu..

oh Fahmi, percayalah aku
aku sangat mencintai dirimu..
aku berjanji hanya kau yang aku cintai..
dan aku, tidak akan meningalkan mu walau sedetik pun..
kerna kau adalah malaikat hidupku..

oh Fahmi, percayalah aku..
aku sangat mencintai..
dan menyayangi diri mu.. oh oh..
oh Fahmi, percayalah aku..
hanya kau yang aku cintai..
kerna kau adalah malaikat hidupku..
uuuuu..
kerna kau adalah malaikat hidupku..

" dont ever leave Juliet alone. "

why are you so jahat? HAH!

2009-09-14T00:23:00.000-07:00

im bored. hell much =.= i was supposed to go to gadong today but then, errrrr. my mum didnt allow me because
she's afraid of something which is shouldnt be afraid of?
if its was about swine flu babi atu, patut jua kali. ani apa. SEKADAAAAR JAH! im pissed off, people.
i was planning to watch " FINAL DESTINATION 4 " with fahmi but then, inda jadi ): fcuk!

nowdays, my mum acts weird which is i dont know why. gila? kali jua.
jujur aku atu. SO WHAAAAAAAT?
my dad is always busy with his work and his friends. busybuuuurrrrr.
my two annoying sisters went to hospital sengkurung just now to have a medical check up but.
(y) NYAMAN! INDA SAMPAT.

me? BORING KU DIRUMAH ANI =.= bising bising saja. and. i miss FAHMI so bad!

happy advanced raya people :P

2009-09-14T00:15:00.000-07:00

fasting month is nearly end. 5 days left to go to raya, and this year i feel awesome!
aku full puasa yoh :p

& to all the muslimins and muslimah.
SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI :D
MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN.

and on the 20th, my 8 monthsary with fahmi. <3

zatul jubur :p

2009-09-14T00:09:00.000-07:00

i miss perempuan ani :p HAHA.
i dont care if you people hate her just because of listen to other people stories about her that
you not sure at all whether the story was true or not. she wont punch you, she've told me before :)
she said " chilll sajaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa " HAHAHA.

yes i admit. i hate her before but now, im not :)
i know her better now, she's loud yo. suka chill sajaaaaa. HAHA. sometimes anak ani andangnya membari sasak :p
but me and jim faham sudah so no offence. HAHAHAHA.

MATI =.= RINDU KU KAN KAU YO :D :D

dont steal fahmi from me. ♥♥♥

2009-09-11T22:29:00.000-07:00

im so tired. i just got back home from fahmi's house. met my mother in law just now, she's so kind (: (i love you, aunty) hehehe.

today was such a beautiful day ♥

i'll be missing you like crazyy :8) HAHAH

2009-09-11T05:12:00.000-07:00

i miss you, mohammad fahmi azwan. ♥♥♥♥♥

freaky friday, apaaaan?

2009-09-11T05:05:00.001-07:00

hello, hey ;p

i went to gadong around 11-ish tadi. i was about want to buy shoes for raya there but then, nada lawa lawa ah? haha. i met musfirah tadi, alim ia. haha. she wore tudung tadi (y) (: apakan.

sampai rumah around 2-ish. ngalih from jalanjalan then off to sleep. ♥

YOU is bitch? hahaha.

2009-09-08T05:20:00.000-07:00

I dislike a girl who acts like a bitch. " even a bitch is more nicer than you. " the truth always hurts, sorry.

im not in a mood right now. i dont feel right. everyone seems to hate me which is i dont know why ): huh. just let it be, i dont mind. maybe its just my feelings? who knows.

my love life didnt go well so far. somehow, i couldnt understand my own feelings. yes. i do love him. very, very but. huh. i dont know. every little bit hurts right?

my family? its so- so- so- so complicated. it gets harder each day.

TODAY. it was just fine. nothing else could describe, everything was just the same.

enough for today, im off. goodnight.

wake me up when september ends.

2009-09-04T00:13:00.000-07:00

wake me up when september ends.

keng bini khairoy :P

2009-09-02T01:29:00.000-07:00

tonight will never ends, apakan?

2009-09-01T06:50:00.000-07:00

i dont feel right tonight ): its about my family. i hope that god will gives me a better life time after time, amin.

i love you syg, fahmi azwan.

syg, its raining.

happy september!

2009-08-31T14:11:00.000-07:00

HELLO SEPTEMBER!

take another look at me & please, dont speak (:

tengsalazmi.

i know i'm such a jerk :8)

2009-08-31T08:30:00.000-07:00

HEY! :Di had fun today with jim & zatul. you guys understands me better (y) okay lah. we went to our secret place tadi during break & i had FUN BABIES! haha. ive had released my mad & stress whatsoever by acting silly, crazy -b, stupid (which is i am) infront of you guys. rugged yo? haha. and jim, i bullied you tadi & it was HAHAHA. (evil laughs) siuk! this time was my turn kan, kan? the other day you bullied me sudah, remember ;p *sweet revenge.

btw, ~~someone's~~ inlove with our new english teacher, sir Bob. hahaha. he's kind, sporting. no wondered one of my friends likes him. well actually, i started to like him too but hey, dont get me wrong. i mean, i like him as my teacher. i respect you sir, peace V V ! i bet he's good than our previous english teacher, yes? who knows.

fahmi my sayang (; , haha. sorry syg, i didnt mean to pinch your cheeks kuat kuat sampai red -ish apakan. but again, sorry i did ;p haha. you re my sunshine, fahmi.

i must buy a new tudung :( :( :(

get yourself a bad boy :)

2009-08-30T00:10:00.000-07:00

if you want it to be a good girl get yourself a bad boy.

im his skinhead :p

sunday morning :8)

2009-08-30T00:05:00.000-07:00

its sunday sugar and im totally boreeeeeeed. my sister, qilah captured this photo while im sleeping =.= HAHA. 9:14am and im awake.

just now, me, my mother, bibi & my two annoying sisters wentto soon lee because bibi wants to make bakso later for sungkai. dont mind about that :p

oh yea lastnight, i was online and had a chit-chatting with nurul (4G) we talked about our guys & stuffs.what funny the most is, kami punya wish sama :p which is pakai baju raya sama colour with our guys?apakan, sounds complicated. haha. *highfive nurul. CANT WAIT! CANT WAIT!

coming soon? :D

1. SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI. (23 DAYS LEFT)

2. RAYA CELEBRATION AT SCHOOL.

3. MY 8TH MONTHSARY. (21 DAYS LEFT)

4. IM GOING TO INDONESIA, insyallah :D (2 MONTHS LEFT)

allyaa, she is a sweet sixteen :)

2009-08-26T06:18:00.000-07:00

allyaa, today is your day! happy 16th birthday, al :D (mizan's wife :p)
have a blast baby.

afiqah jafar.

2009-08-24T09:26:00.000-07:00

teng salazmi wanna gives nuu corn a big - big hug because today's her birthday! HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY YOHH ;p have a blast, baby. i didnt want anything to spoil your day (: apa lagi, liat wayang? YES? BILA? HAHA. walaupun, walau. kau juburnuu!

could it be?

2009-08-24T06:21:00.000-07:00

could life be more perfect?

RESPECT, PLEASE.

2009-08-23T08:00:00.000-07:00

:) hi.

if its was my fault, should i say im sorry okay? people, 4 things you should know about me if im NOT replying/LATE replying your message so that youwont get me wrong or bla, bla, bla?

1 - maybe im run out of credits/ my credit low.

2 - fyi i dont have money that time, yes? imma aint a girl who begging for money to my parents.

3 - there are more, more, more important messages to be reply than yours. you dig?

4 - hey, can you buy me a credit haha. mana? nada pun? :p

im sorry for the little silly things that made us into this way? i respect your feeling as a girl who is a bit younger than me & a human :)

okay adios.

highlights : it only hurts for a little while.

why are you so lame? :8)

2009-08-23T00:26:00.000-07:00

nuu shouted it loud lastnight " teng is taken by mohammad fahmi azwan :D "

me and nuu was bored lastnight so we yea messed up with our cameras :p haha. till then, tengsalazmi.

muslimin & muslimah :)

2009-08-22T07:59:00.000-07:00

to all the muslimin and muslimah, happy fasting month people :D

new moon movie.

2009-08-22T00:53:00.000-07:00

my boyfriend and i cant wait for this movie! :)

happy 7th monthsary, syg

2009-08-21T23:31:00.001-07:00

baby :)
fatin sayang fahmi :D
i lavv you, syg.
will always love you.
sayang fahmi forever.

20th august 2009 - my 7th monthsary with fahmi. kami jalan gadong. keng & cakoi, m & jim liat movie " orphan " aku sama fahmi malas. haha. kami jalan jalan saja tapi siuk wah :) hehe. i lav him so much, my super hot boyfriend. walaupun walau :p haha. then, around 4 hantar fahmi balik. fahmi jahat :p fahmi suruh aku turun jumpa mama fahmi ' i was like ehhh apakan fahmi ani karang kena halau ' apakan. out aku ah -.- haha. but then, rupanya mama fahmi baik, sporting lagi. aku salam sama mamanya :) essseh. kambang. apakan.

hari indah banar, bagiku.

sayang, this is for you.

i love you so much. always be.

exams over :)

2009-08-18T02:47:00.000-07:00

haha. being nerd :p

babies :p

exams over baby :) i had fun today.

enough said, tengsalazmi.

aming kaling.

2009-08-17T22:41:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, AMING! :)

have a blast kaling.
ps : i was supposed to post this thing on the 14th august but then, i was busy on that day. so yea *no off. you can punch me or whatever ming since youre the birthday boy :p hahahaha.

mondaaaay.

2009-08-16T14:48:00.000-07:00

its monday morning, people 8D urrgh. i dont feel want to go to school, MATI MALAS KU but since im having exams today which are irk and malay lit. so yeah i've to.

mizah abut :)

2009-08-15T00:04:00.001-07:00

thanks, baby for the great job (y) me is sayang you like verabishly :D haha. you know that i really love you right? eventho' we had quarreled back then, tapi kan we tetap bestfriend kan by? :p youre my bestfriend, m. FOREVER WILL BE ♥ m, i still keep the letter you gave to me last year. ingat masih? haha. pictures kami masa damit, haha. cali eh! :p *speechless. ♥ " we share stories and we share secrets, make trick silly jokes, doesnt matter the others would think about us doing some silly kind and they would think that we look retard but we would think that we both are super special, ♥ " ingat? haha. lav you baby eventho' kau bebauuuu!

my baby, sayang :)

2009-08-11T01:19:00.001-07:00

my baby :)

i had found a guy who always call me beautiful instead of hot, who calls me back when i hang up on him, who holds my hand infront of his friends, who thinks im pretty without makeup on. one who is constantly reminding me of how much he cares and how lucky he is to have me.. the one who turns to his friend and says " fatin nadirah is my girl. " fahmi azwan, i love you sayang ♥♥♥

the sexiest of all :8)

2009-08-11T00:50:00.000-07:00

HELLO BAYBAY! :8)

sorry b, i hacked your blog.

hacked on... purpose.

i wanna post shit stuff, if you don't mind b? 0:) *JOKING.

i wanna type up about you!

so b. i kno you since last year, when i moved to your school. perhaps, its now OUR school. I knew you were the one whose going to be my best bud, and it did happened. yknoo i love you :) ♥

HAHA man, i sound odd.

babe, we're goin to sit for our exam tomorrow.

goooodluck sayang.

*being gay. HAHAHAHAH

♥ M.