today i am still laughing, smiling, and enjoying all the laughters. im so happy with this guy who loves me so much but am i going to laugh like this again? is the guy who i am loving now will love me forever like how i want it to be? all of that sounds impossible, there's no such thing as everlasting love that will accompany me again rather than miseries, sadness, and memories. how i wish we could stay like this forever, cause i cant afford to lose you. if we were meant to be then let it be, cause this is how i want it to be.